wish I'd have taken more color

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if you stick around long enough, you start to see the things your parents passed along that weren't so apparent when you were fresh and young. and I have to say, DAMMIT DAD! you had to give me your crazy, curly eyebrow hairs that grow long enough to blend with your hairline!!??
female, OK? feeemale.
of course I can't blame dad for the chin hairs. I'm looking at you, MOM.

register here if you're an artist living in the DC area. registration opens today.
or attend- it's in my neighborhood this year!!
Friday, May 9 – Sunday, June 15, 2008
1200 First Street, NE, Washington, DC

and then I dreamed I was looking for ice cream in the mall for breakfast.

New Orleans is not ruin. not even close. I don't want to give that impression.
it is contageous spirit. perseverance. pride. warmth. humor.
it is also intensely seductive to the artist.

walking around New Orleans, I couldn't help but notice the bureaucratic graffiti still spraypainted on walls and sidewalks. near as I could understand, one set of numbers is the date, one is the abbreviation of the state where the search crew came from, and one is the number of residents/victims/missing of the house (?- this one was variable between houses and areas and was hard to decipher).
my first reaction was to think how morbid it was, 2.5 years later, to keep the marks on houses that were clearly occupied. I asked one of my hosts about it. he said, "at first I hated it. it's so ugly. and a terrible reminder. then I was just glad that the one on our house was at least color coordinated with our paint. (laughs) now, it seems to be fading, and for some reason, that makes me sad."
battle scar, I guess.

...and it just might work.

it may seem strange, but this is my favorite New Orleans/Katrina photo so far. because this is how it felt to be there 2.5 years later. the rubble was mostly sanitized. the doll parts that serve to humanize these sorts of photos were gone. the moldy plaster mostly stripped. the only water in puddles from recent light rain.
yet.
there are so many empty once-homes. and they stand in various states of repair. this one has gathered enough dust that you can tell the progress toward home-ness has halted some time ago.
a shell. scrubbed clean. breath held. waiting.